LonelyHeartButMoreLonelyWhenAlwaysSaySorry

To stay alone ~it's never been easy ! When the night fall on us  ! Almost kill us i know that feeling  ! Why i can't just like  other people do-Find somebody to love! But deep inside of me-- i  just know, if i make a wrong decision at the first place ? it's just another "tears & broken heartache"  ! True is we all knew from the beginning ! we beat down by " loness !  It's already so hard to find a stranger whom can have "Chemical connection" ! After all it's from two totally different family ! then comes "connection" --that kind of "connection" ---it's just two peoples just can understand before each other begin to speak & being understanding, that's how tests in life will attract relationship ! No matter what couldn't separate to each other till death---that's the vow we make at wedding ! But whom really love you? patient, being considerable? and truly accept--that "noddy's perfect " ! Don't try to push each other down (cause it's happened every day in our eyes around us)---what's the worth?  Wars happened all the time...for what?? To prove who's the "boss" in this family? That's true! When things that we could image in the relationship? ( i want to say--actually we all knew from the first place, first met") Who we tried to fool?? Then " divorce" comes next --Cause it just too painful !! But was that crossing your mind--that's that pain you gonna pay someday just because we could stay-peace mind and try to find the " right one" for us ! People haven't got that kind of pain and at meanwhile, just make us so want to run away from that messes  in relationship ? could you image how hard to get off it! hatred for what?? for we  waisted so much time on wrong choice & it's time for us to pay someday , only soon or later ! Soul mate that's all we want in life ! That's make our life without regret" ! peaceful &joyful ! So beautiful , that's worth for us to wait& search ! Not waist another 10 years to separate each other & we all know how ugly that will be !! Love : it all about " Give & Take" so two strangers could build " trust " & make relationship stronger each day !!Who's gonna take that " first step" since everyone tired by stupid "vain" ! But the true is --Lonely heart better then when that relationship--one party's always say sorry"  for sure ! If you ever been there before! God bless lonely heart & lead to happy ever after !!